Breaking the habit

by Linkin Park

Memories consume
Like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

{Refrain:}
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than anytime before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

{au Refrain}

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one that fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends...

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight